"constantly confused, scared inside i fumble through my days trying not to daydream of you. consistantly depressed can't find my way out of this mess im still, relying on my daydreams. theres such an interruption of reality, a rude awakening, if only i could get it through my head, i've got it good. my dear friend narcissus you've had your fun and now its time to stop this feeling. its such an interuption of reality, a sad and lonely place...if only i could get it through my head, i've got it good. i know its all in my control..... dont let my heart have such a hold i've got it good. and everything is changing..but i can't figure out...how to change myself right now."