happy nostalgia

Listening to: the vaselines
i remember being a part of "the bubblies" and having fun spending an hour or more in rooms taking tests because i was around people that i liked so much. i remember being the crouton in the chinese chicken salad and walking around the school in single file lines just for fun. i remember having someone want to be the only one i wanted, having some one care about me a ton, and having friends who i knew i loved and loved me. i remember the summer. i remember psuedo orgies in my room and being so relaxed just hanging out with my friends that we didnt have to be doing anything,and it felt good. i remember joking about everything...i remember laughing alot. i remember saying i would be sad when it all went away.
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i was apart of the salad
but i think i was just the spork or something
i wasnt that important back then
things were so nice the end of freshman and the start of soph.
but people change
i find myself
anoyed by people
andyou know im full of da love!
we used to go to your house
and it WAS amazing
but i dont know.
what happend to us?
we still love each other
but maybe we just dont CARE anymore.
i care
but whats missing?

love,
spork
[Anonymous]
Maybe you should pray. Or meditate. Or something. Just sitting around making things worse won't help, obviously.
So pray.
[Anonymous]
anonymous notes like that are from "people who have the right to tell you to to do things that won't help!" are they kidding me? man, i've got to control my rage.

i'm glad this nostalgia is happy. it happened, and i was there. except for the chinese chicken salad, but i was the chinese of the chicken salad in spirit.

what are the bubblies?
[Anonymous]
6.022 X 10^23, how are you?

i know the bubblies...i was there. i was sitting by you. we laughed a lot in badmittin, is that how you spell it? we laughed a lot. i miss freshman year. we spoke about the single file lines as i layed on your bed.

we really should have been doing math homework or learning polyatomic ions. but we are very informed, i know what chlorate is.