i can imagine going back in time. and i would think about what that would bring back, besides just the moment that i want. a million things, a million moments...over again. i can imagine going back in time and telling a certain individual fuck you! fuck you for giving me all this and taking it away.. but its certainly good that i never did say that..because everything would be different. i can imagine going back in time and fixing something. never saying it, never doing it.... never thinking it. asking why, what, what do you want from me? fuck you for taking everything away. i just wonder what people would think of their future. you wont care for me. like you do now. you wont. why should i even bother? but moments would be ruined. so i'll just keep it in my subconscious.