#24

Feeling: alive
when i first started i thought i could stop, but i became addicted, i needed to cut, to bleed, to feel better for that split second, to forget about my terrible life, but it only helped for a little while, then i would have to cut again for the same effect, i started cutting more and more, until i had no uncut skin on my arm, so i moved to my stomach, then my legs, then anywhere that could be covered. it became an everyday thing, i was addicted to the pain, soon i came to realize, that cutting was not only hurting myself, but hurting my loved ones as well, so i wanted to stop, i tried to stop, but it wasn't that easy, it took an extremely long time for me to stop, but i learned how to express my feelings, how to talk to people and how to cry all because there was someone out there, who truely cared about me and wanted what was best for me it really hurts to look at my body and remember, all the pain i put myself through, because i was misunderstood sexually abused physically, mentally, and emotionally abused. for awhile after i stopped some people called me weak because i had to cut instead of cry but cutting was not a weakness it made me stronger and helped me become the person i am today. coment plzz
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my ex says shes gonna make my life hell

well atleast she'll try
nice.
hey..
i read quite a few, and i honestly don't like them much. i think it has way too much of the teen angst shit going on, with the sappy mainstream words. i could go on a music site for kids [taborama for example], and find 32423423 writings like yours.
but, y'know, whatever.
it's alright.
if this is how you like to write, then gopher it. i guess i just write way differently from a lot of people.
keep it up, and try different things.
First, you have to upload a picture into your Image Manager. Then click Rename. Then name it top_left.jpg or top_left.gif

That's all there is to it!
TRUE.








Wow you always change your diary. I looks even better. I like it.
um you "dk" what?
what's not to know?
I was just a little skeptical because you've never actually said anything about entries you've commented on on diaries that I've looked at the comments on.

and you've commented a lot of diaries.
including mine.
just out of curiosity
when you leave comments on peoples' diaries asking them to comment on yours...do you even read their diaries?

and if not, why do you expect them to read yours?
lol thats cool i love your layout

yeh lol that bitch is like satans fat ugly cousin lol
she needs mental help i think.. or to learn to get over it
That one was kinda lame
np np... i just wish i could put this past of mine away
cool... i like it
Hmm...well...your work is definately interesting! Some poetry, others a rant...whatever...it works. Are you a 'goth'? I used to be into that shit...but I'm too old now. Anyway, if your work reflects what mainly goes through your mind, maybe you should chill and think...hey...I'm only 15. "This too shall pass"...think about that. Don't mean to offend, just offering a bit of advice. Well take it easy...and have some fun!
I like that one it is really good!!!! :)
[Anonymous]
lol like you asked me a couple questions having to deal with your diary..-lol-

-Lex
thats some good shit, seriously. u got talent woman. :)
you HAVE BEEN asking many questions just go to my help diary: help4you

-lex
your poems are great don't let anyone tell you diff love ya
too bad ive read two of these and liked one and havent liked tthe other...
i just read one.. chill out