you know..... its funny that everything is a big joke to me and i make it that way so no one sees what i feel. Its funny how everyone thinks i am so happy,when deep down im screaming at the top of my lungs.too bad no one hears it. Its funny how i pity myself,because if I didnt,nobody else would,and they shouldnt have to,but i am the only person who can see reality for what it is.at least in my eyes. Its funny how nobody cares when something good happens but when something bad happens to me they notice it and point it out. Its funny that no one can actually tell how anyone is really feeling,because even a smile can actually be a ripped up heart waiting for it to be all over. Its funny how everyone makes such a big deal about life,when its just a couple of decades waiting to be smoked out. Its funny how some people choose not to do drugs,because if you think about it.....its only there to ENHANCE life,not to ruin lives.