i have a crush on a boy. I barely ever care anymore for boys, let alone my own life. so this is actually a good thing i suppose. I got a wig for halloween but i guess i'll wear it to school after it because i really like it.and it looks really real too.its really long brown hair with bangs and then I'm gonna wear this paisley dress from the 60's that nobody has. me and ricky were talking about really random things. but i guess its fun. and theres a lot i didn't know about him. i find it pathetic that i pity myself so fucking much when other people have it worst then I ever have. till then.