see? my attitude has changed a big part of my life. !@#$@!$@!$ fuck im so happy. maybe eventually i'll stop using that word too :) FUCK. I'm so happy i dont care im going to use the f word. fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK. now i have to worry about my mother finding out about the boy im so in love with,but my dad actually likes him :) i dont know what im going to do when my mom finds out.. my friend got a POUND of chronic from her brother@!#$!@$@!$!@$#@!$@!$!@$#@!$ smoking it all this week,and next week,and the week after that :P did i mention that im in love?