tell everybody to be quiet and leave me alone. I can't stand this anymore. i can't stand this. i can't. i really can't. wheres drugs when you actually need them? oh god I am going to die if you are gone,my love,my drugs. i want you so bad. now. now. now. and whats even stranger is i haven't done this stuff in a long time. that is very pathetic. i wonder if everybody needs something to make it go away every once in a while. i love it, it kills me. slowly.unmercifully. and i don't care. give me more.