fuck mom, are you SCARED? "what?" are you fucking SCARED? "of what." that someone will find out we aren't as functional as we appear to be? "fucking slut." Its true and you fucking know it. stop hiding it. stop pretending. stop ignoring. stop appearing so tall and mighty. fine,im not the girl you wanted for a daughter. im sorry i couldnt get straight A's and be in a million clubs and be the nicest preppiest girl in school. im sorry i couldn't be quiet and let you take charge and control everything and everyone around you. but your the one that decided to get a good fuck and have me isn't that right? so why don't you just LEAVE ME ALONE. leave me the fuck alone. i'm not fucking functional and neither is the rest of our family. we're all a ton of fucking dicks and you fucking know it. tomorrow your going to wake up and pretend nothing ever happened,and then your going to start another fight about how im a slut and a bitch. but then im going to confront you and for 1 second of the day your going to actually think about what i said, and just like a goldfish you are going to forget it instantaneously. because you don't want to think about the fact that your daughter is not your friend,like you see in those stupid chick flicks. get a fucking life and realize its all fake. im not a good girl. im not what you expected. im your living nightmare. send me away why don't you? and while your at it go get a fucking gun and rid me of my misery. its the least you can do.