so you thought maybe,just maybe- once in my blank empty life I would take a stand and make a difference. You see, there’s a problem with that. I have no goals. I have no motivation whatsoever. So what if I am trying to get good grades this year and smile for another persons entertainment. I am merely a porcelain puppet, smashed to the ground that will never again be beautiful. The pieces of the porcelain can’t be put back together. they remain broken until the day they’re thrown in the garbage. So you see, I have no reason to have motivation or goals. Goals are for people who plan on living there life long and well. And motivation is for people that have nothing better to do then to fool themselves about human existence. Everything everybody does is for other people. Our goals, our motivations. They all revolve around others .not you. Same goes for everybody else. We all try to please each other but unfortunately it doesn’t really work. You’re probably thinking,who are you to tell me what I am? Why I do the things I do? I’m not. I’m simply telling you that life isn’t as glamourous as I once thought it was.