I feel drained to a point where its indescribable.Like all the life has been taken out of me and I am simply a zombie. Lifeless and unaware of whats happening around me. I think i should talk to roxanna.she always makes me laugh.Actually she is the only person besides joe that actually makes me smile and laugh. ok well I am going to go sit in my room and pretend that I'm in absolute bliss,even though I'm not. bye.