once i have what i want,after a while i no longer want it. and then when i throw it away,i want it back. and when i cant have what i want,i try my hardest to get it back but sometimes you just can't have what you want. I don't have what i NEED right now,but i have what i want. and at the moment the very thing that i wanted and i conquered..... well i dont know if i want it anymore. actually i dont want it right now,but at the same time once its gone im going to want it again.