"hilary and nick go out i hope you cried your eyes out :)" haha. i could care less about both of them. especially nick. liars deserve each other. so congratulations to the both of them. sheridan and i go out now. i hope you cried your eyes out. today i hope to see kat and sheridan. last night wasn't the best of nights. shit went down with bryan, and it wasn't okay. it still isn't, so i'm not going to talk to him. again. until he says something. if he ever does. bottom line is;; i love bryan to death. he's my bestbestfriend. and i can't lose him over something so stupid. i just hope he understands where i'm coming from. keith and james came to my door last night. and i ended up breaking down. over the bryan thing. and keith was flipping out. and after i calmed down he said, "so what do you wanna do?" "have any kind of drugs whatsoever?" "always." so we went and smoked a shitload of marijuana. he said it was laced with something. i don't know if he told me what it was, or if he even knew. he didn't even know the person he got it from. but it made me feel insanely different. we went to denny's with steve to pick sheena up from work. as soon as she saw me she knew something was wrong. "holy shit, why are your eyes so blood shot?" 'i've been crying.' eh. she knew. she took us to the store and we bought a shitload of food and candy and whatnot. i don't remember what happened to keith. i just remember playing video games at sheena's and passing out for four hours. she walked me home, and i crashed. i'm starting to dig life. yeah, it could be better. but so could everything and everyone else. ps;; travuuuus is coming over. &staying the night. i love my friends.