school went well again. i'd rather be there some times than here. i give myself a week before i start getting bored. today i realized that i'm very very popular, and that i actually like it. and i'm not the kind of popular like blonde pretty girls. they're popular for their looks and because they're easy. kids like me because i'm real, and different from everyone else. and that fact definitely rocks. nothing went too bad today besides the fact that kevin died. seeing keith crying is scary. if i ever get around the shit he overdosed with, i'll kill someone. keith, josh, and i got stoned as fuck today. i'm still high, and it feels good. i can't wait until tomorrow.