i don't expect this to post. but now that i'm not awake and wanting to talk about everything, it probably WILL post. the fair starts tonight. keith is passed out on my couch. i let hilary know what's up. that she's wasting her time with this liking nick thing. honestly, i straight up let her know that he doesn't like her. and that she should stop making all of her away messages, "oooh nicky poo. call me hoe!~!~!". and that she should stop attempting to ruin us. and that she should stop trying to brag about her feelings for him to everyone. because that's what she does. and there's nothing to brag about. she thinks a boy is cute and wants to do sexual stuff with him. she doesn't like nick perry because she doesn't know nick perry. she should stop wasting everyone's time. and it was sad. all she could say back was, "fuck off. i was never trying to get in the way. you're wasting my time." my response was, "oh, little miss 'i'm not cussing' said a bad word. you were trying to get in the way or else you wouldn't have gone out of your way to call him and tell him that you like him when he doesn't even like you as a person. who's wasting their time, darling?" when she realized that she couldn't say anything else, because i was actually right, she put on an away again and said, "i'm going to eat someone's face off. you don't know the half of it." which i found funny because i do know the half of it. hilary's a liar, fair and square. so why would i even care to hear what she has to say? i don't get fed lies. especially from such a sorry little girl. either way. i'm counting down the minutes before they talk. because they will. too bad he can't see that not talking period would make everything easier. and when they talk, she's going to sit there and lie about what i said, and he's going to get mad and ask me why i was 'trying to start shit,' and then i'm going to straight up tell him that i told her what he's too afraid to say. my post was deleted earlier. that's fucking gay. keith woke me up at 245 and the fair doesn't start until 6 and he's passed out on my couch. so it's not like i can go back to sleep. which blows. but i hate going to bed angry. i just really want to call nick and tell him that his beloved friend hilary wants him to call her. "speaking of CATHY *** man shes amazing. and awesome. and fun. and funny. and everything. she seems so great. i dunno. i love her writings; entrys; pictures; everything. im weird. shes like the only person that has ever made me ACTUALLY think about things. throughly. and help me make my decisions BETTER. thanks to her im doing way better. and we didnt even talk that long. hmm. i dk its weird. blah. i hope we getta hang out." iheartmarissa.