i'm too fucking nervous. my bag's packed. my schedule's on it. i have less than an hour to stand at the fucking bus stop. today's a huge fucking day. it always is. i woke up three times during the night, which isn't much, and nearly puked once. probably from being on my period and being nervous. right now, i'm pretty okay with not puking. going in sober's going to suck. new teachers, new kids. shit. i can't wait to see cody.