about time to get ready for school. which has been going good, still. besides having a splint on & not being able to write or type with both hands. [cast tomorrow & i get the day off from school for it.] this past week has been awesome. on sunday;; ryan zeigler, danielle, & lots of driving & the best hugs ever. also, a fight with the mom. so i left with keith and brandon, went to bryan's, and stayed up all night drinking and smoking pot. and i still went to school. josh has been supplying the pot, for free, every day. he's so sweet. i finally broke down [on sunday night while being drunk] and told brandon and keith everything about josh. slowly but surely, the beginning to getting over bryan is taking place. last night;; football game, fights, pot, josh's, and old friends. [mitch, kaela.] if i died now, i'd be pissed because i'm not happy with myself and where i'm at. but for now, this life style will have to do. off to the bus stop for medication & school.