god. this bitch frustrates me. yep my ex-bestfriend. carissa. i mean, i love her to death, but shes always stealin whats mine. my personality. my traits. what makes me me. shes always done it. and it hurts when she steals things that really mean something to me. like the rain. all of a sudden she decided that she loved it. and she had no idea what it meant to me. i know that the things i say she stole might sound dumb, but it adds up. because nothing that you love is ever as special as it was. i also have always loved faeries. and im not one of those weirdos who like tinkerbell. i hate tinkerbell. ive just always felt like ya know, it was my past life or something. lol. i know it sounds dumb but i used to think that. just because anything that came from the sky i had this longing for and it made me happy. this fascination with it: rain, the stars, the sky itself, the wind. everything. and not only did she get obsessed with faeries, but she wrote that she thinks she was one in a past life in some journal entry thing. haha. i wonder if she even notices that her whole personality is this quilt of all the people she knows. now theres a recent one. and it sounds insignificant. and i feel dumb for saying it. but ya know, it bothers me. i used to do this think where id write something .like.this. usually when i said that's .bad.ass. just cuz thats how i said it. with periods in between. and now she does it *all* the fucking time. but only with bad ass. and she doesnt understand why i ever did it. she just stole it. argh. i hate her sometimes so much. maybe bestfriends with her wont work. argh.