Today started off really super amazing. I had my Graceland CD back and listened to it really loudly with the windows down. I went to the gym for two hours and then hung out with Vanessa. Hours later, the day ends, I've spent at least $30 and I'm depressed again. The thing is this morning I remember thinking "God it's so worth being so depressed just to be this supersuper happy". I don't know. I saw Charlie today and lots of other miscelaneous blackies. I bought a book and a shirt and a smoothie and somehow managed to see MORE kids from my school. I found out that JeffandMole are playing tonight and that Rashonda's working. Bummer. I'm going to go eat and watch TV and read science fiction.