I haven't gotten stoned in over a week (!) and i guess its cuz i got another special :) well, i realized this. and im not dying to have some, so this is all good! But Mr.Zachary gave me the best reason for me to do my work! He told me that I should get baked off my ass when I finish my work, as an incentive. And I don't have any bud so I won't really be able to (shhh!) but I'll pretend that I'm going to get some when it's done. Wow! This is great! I feel motivated! yay!