I'm going to spend my paycheck today. It might get lost otherwise. I'm an honor student. And I'm cute and way smarter than everyone else at my school. Yeah, this is me with a big ego. Oh, and have I mentioned in the past few entries that I'm cooler than everyone else? Yeah, it sort of sucks. Suddenly there's no one who looks supercool to look up to. Ellison described how I mature as "in spurts". I hate my spurts. I want someone old to be my mentor and make me feel humble and smart. Oh wait, that only happens in good books and movies. I wish I was a good book. The beach at night is just about the prettiest thing ever. Well, it is when it's called "The Wall" and Johnathon Breiner only becomes funny once you've smoked his weed. How exclusive. I think In Touch is loosing it's touch. Or maybe I just read too many junky magazines. Way to be excessive again, Caitlin. I'm going to do homework and shop today. And I really wanna make brownies. But that might have to wait.