i went to the getty friday. that was quite nice. i was feeling very in touch with my senses when i first got there. i touched everything for a while. it felt good. it smelled like textbooks when we first got there too. everything was overloading my senses. and i liiiked it. today i went to the gym. it felt good. kaitlin might join it. i saw her and ashley there. i was sweaty. how embarrassing. my sister ran into a mondo problem. shes really depressed. it made me pretty upset. i almost cried in the gym. it mainly got me scared, thinking "if this could happen to my sister, of all people, then the chances are a million times higher that it could happen to me." my sisters very careful about her health and such. bad things just dont happen to her. its just not fair when they do. im interested to talk to someone about it though. i wish ms dath was back already. goodbye all.