i cant deny that you filled a piece of me. you discovered something inside of me and i have to admit that i couldnt have ever been truly happy without that piece. there was something about those feelings that made me feel like i was alive. someone was there, somebody cared for me, and thats all i had ever wanted. it flopped and flew and tripped and screamed, but its still the most i have ever felt, and maybe the most i ever will feel. i will never be like i was before, and honestly i really dont want to be. and theres some people i will never like ever again, but i will still always remember them in a little cheesy spot called my heart. its stronger than my mind. theres a piece of me that bloomed and i have no one to thank for it except for you. you. i really cant see any reason why i seclude myself the way i do. you know what going to happen this winter break? im going to spend the night at your house and smoke a cigarette with you in the cold. it will be fabulous. and you best know that when we go to disneyland (and we better!), theres going to be some massive light saber buying going on, and its going to go DOWN! a dual to the death! dun dun dun.