best motivation i have had in a long long time "your 15 and you go to the gym everyday"? haha. no. but obviously you do. because you are all clueless, i will explain. there is a very fabulous looking woman who goes to my gym. i thought she just looked like that, like every other stupid bitch at my school. and then she said that. and when she said that i knew that she probably goes the the gym every fucking day. and whenever i see her, shes working her ass off. theres hope for me after all! okay, so i cant stop eating. but, heck, i can work out! i got so motivated that i want to sweat like hippo in a sauna everday. in fact, tomorrow morning im going running with my mom at six in the fucking morning in the freezing freezing cold. knowing my luck it will probably rain. *knock on wood* i think tomorrow i will probably head to the gym afterschool also. and then head back to OV and read my little boots off. then saturday ill do whatever the fuck i want. which will probably be a trip to the mall by myself to do some xmas shopping. (does anyone want anything? tell me what!) and probably run on sulfur mountain. oh man, a ray of hope has blessed by poor little soul! caitlin jean the workout queen. heh, i like the sound of that.