ive broken the blur by not smoking today. im going to do my homework this weekend. no more of this cloudy place, im going to stick to my a's and b's. now that its all cleared, i realize its okay to feel sexy and have no one to appreciate it. its just fine. its also fine to look at pictures of yourself. because theres a difference between "god im so hot" and "this is ugly on me, but i can make myself look pretty because that is pretty on me." yeah. weve all got some ugly parts and weve all got some pretty parts. its healthy to enjoy the pretty parts and to recognize the ugly parts at the same time. god were all so ugly pretty. doesnt it feel good?