+~I want to give you a shot at breaking my heart~+

Listening to: Nothing at the moment
Feeling: sluggish
Well, it's Sunday evening. It's either the start of a new week, or the ending of another one...all depending on how you look at it. Anyway, I was going to update my entry yesterday after I got home from seeing my dad off at the airport (It was touching really, the way my mom was sad to see him leave, if only for three weeks. They've been together for 21 years and the longest they've ever been apart in that time was two nights), but I ended up going out running. Well, by noon, the heat was pretty high and when I got home I callopsed. That was the first time in 8 days I'd let my head touch a pillow. See, I was so stressed out I couldn't sleep. I know that that is bad for you, but I couldn't help it. Though...I had this fabulous dream while I was out. This dream...heh...was perfect. I had everything I've been wanting, all packaged up in a nice dream form. This is how it went down....I'm alone in the new house and it's raining outside. I've just bought a new stack of anime and I'm about to watch it when theres a knock at the door. I'm actually surprised since I look at the clock and it's quarter to midnight. I go to open the door and on the other side, the girl I like is standing there and smiling. I don't say anything, I just open the door and let her in. I walk over to the couch and she follows, sitting next to me. We then watch the anime. After a while, she's curled up and asleep in my arms. The last of the anime goes off and I don't have the heart to move or wake her, so I just sit there and listen to the sound of the rain outside. Soon, I fall asleep as well. I wake up to the sun being up and she's asleep at the other end of the couch. I smile and head to the kitchen to start breakfast, hoping I don't make something she hates. While I'm flipping some pancakes, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn around and she's infront of me. Then she puts her hands on my arms and she's got this faint blush under her eyes. I smile back at her and say, "If I don't turn around, the pancakes'll burn." She shakes her head and moves her hands to my cheeks. Closing her eyes she moves her face close to mine and....BAM!...I wake up. *sigh* Ever since then, I've not been able to stop smiling. Nothing even happened in that dream, but it's like I said before: it doesn't matter what you're doing, all that matter is that you're with the one you care about. Plus I had it again when I went to sleep this morning. *blushes* Heh...it probably doesn't help that I've got a pic of her and me by the computer...so that makes me smile to. *can't stop blushing, so beats head against wall* DAMN.IT.ALL.TO.HELL.!.!.!.! *sigh, still blushing* Anyways, then when I got online after that, I saw Jess had stopped by and commented on my entry and updated her's. Wish she was online to talk to, but she's out having one last final blow-out blast this summer. So, I ended up talking with Kaitlin for a while. She's a riot. I sent her a few pics from our last anime club. Those were crazy times. Maybe I should post them on here? Anywho, then I talked to Runyon, a.k.a Bastard. Turns out, he's found a 'true love' and she loves him back. Once again, proving my point that good guys finish last and good things barely happens to us good guys. *sighs and shakes a now headache ridden head* Anyways, that was it for yesterday, besides Adult Swim restarting Samurai Champloo (a curse on you and all your families, AS!). Today was rather boring, besides actually getting to talk to Ashley online. It's so much easier and funner than constant txt messaging. Did some shopping and that was it. It's raining off and on here, so I think I'll go for a walk or something before Harvey Birdman: Attorny at Law comes on. I'll post if anything cool happens tonight. I'll probably also be on AIM, too. Anyways, I'll talk to you all sooner or later. Hope to at least... *sighs and still blushing...* Until our paths cross again, everyone. Random Quote:If I don't turn around, the pancakes'll burn. - Me, my dream _________________________________________________ Ok...it's like 2:30 in the morning right now. I just wanted to make a small post, though I will update later today. But since I didn't update beyond Saturday morning, I wanted to throw out some highlights. I went out excersising in the heat and passed out when I got home, the first time I'd let my head touch a pillow in 8 days. I had this dream and I actually woke up smiling. I woke up smiling and had a desire to draw. That will only mean something to you if you read my DeviantArt journal. Got a chance to actually talk to Kaitlin, interesting conversation. And found out Runyon (aka the Bastard) is in love. Lol...him?! Anyways, I'll expand on those later today. Right now, I'm heading to bed. Yeah..go figure...
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