I thank God today is Friday. This week can finally come to a close. It has been long and trying, mostly because I keep fucking everything up. First my computer crashes...again. Then Rob and I start getting on one another's nerves beyond the norm. I haven't been able to sleep very well, if at all. I don't even feel like eating. It feels like I'm sick at my stomach and I hate it. Worst of all, I keep upseting my closet friend. I...I hate screwing up like this! Now I see why some people go silent and distant. When silent and far away, one cannot hurt or be hurt. I don't care what happens to me, honestly. Its what happens to those I trust and care for that matters to me. I'm just an idiot in a sea of genuises. *sigh* I've got to go. I've got to enjoy tonight, it's a week done and gone. There must be something to salvage this time. *thinks* Hey, Kaitlin's party is tomorrow. *smiles softly* Get to hang out with some friends there. That should be fun. Well, later.