bale_ikura:*sighorz* I'm glad you feel that way. ^_^ It seems anyone who's read it/met him understands, especially Mel since she has to pick up where he left off. And it's not just that tho, my friend David was supposed to go as well, so not only did he screw me, but David is thrown in there too. >_< THAT'S what really pisses me off, not the fact that he can't take us. Anyone that's met me? I screwed you?! By what...by being honest instead of going and keeping quiet?! I was fucking hurt and hating myself for thinking what I did. I mean... *Sighs, trying not to get mad* ...I think I'm going to disappear for tonight. The fall air is good for thinking/clearing ones head. I need some more time to think. I really wasn't trying to screw you over, why can't you see that...