No battle is ever won without heartache

I’ve just had the two most grueling days that have left me one friend short and the need to say something important. Allow me to explain a few things. First the friend....Natasha. I’ve defend that girl against by brother and his friends. I’ve gotten into trouble for her. I’ve protected her and so much since I’ve met her. But after this evening’s events, I’ve decided to never speak with her again. I don’t really want to talk about it in full detail, but all I will say is that I’ll be there if she really needs me. I’ll never fully turn my back on her, no matter how cruel she is, but I’m not just going to be a random figure that stands behind her. And that brings me to something that came to be hard for me to realize, but it will also be harder to say. So, let me swallow my pride or what not... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... *Takes a deep breath and swallows* Alrighty then...Kaitlin, I know that someone will pass this along to you, so I want to say this and get it out of the way. I’m...*blinks, being silent*...s-sorry. I don’t know if it matters or not, but I’m sorry. I was thinking things were the way they truly weren’t and let my thick-headed skull get the best of me. Yeah, anyways, I just wanted to let you know that I was sorry. I can’t really apologize in the right ways through my meaningless words, and that is not meant to be said as a pitty comment...I’m just not a word weaver like you or Jess, nor can I ever fully explain myself, but I just wanted to say I was truly sorry. I’ll just leave on that note.
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Why the sudden change of heart? Why apologize NOW?
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