first today tonya wants me to buy her these pants from hot topic. i'd love to. really i would. but then she ends up not being able to go, but wants me to go to a carnival with her. i'm not too keen on the idea at first for two reasons. first, i'd rather spend time with just her than with her and her parents. second, her step dad has seemed to have a problem with me lately. but, not being one to ever pass up an oppurtunity to be with my baby, says i'd love to go. so we chill at her house a little, i try to teach her to string her guitar. hopefully she can get it finished, cause i'm a terrible teacher. then we jumped in the convertable and rolled on up. i really love riding in a car with her when she isnt driving. it's like a mobile cuddle session. and i do love my cuddle sessions. so we chill at the carnival with me. ride the ferris wheel. she gets mad cause i wont ride the gravitron with her. i see my cousin mark. my cousin mark is pretty cool. i really wasnt expecting to see him because he was just in a car accident and was almost killed. yeah so then we left. i really really liked the ride home. tonya went to sleep in my arms. for me that is great. i mean she feels that safe and comfortable around me. it just makes me feel special. tomorrow we go camping. i'm hoping to sleep in the same bed as her. and yes, actually sleep. it's something i've never had the opportunity to do, and would really like to. i'm hoping for a very good weekend. and having tonya with me, well, we could fight the entire time (which wont happen), and it would still be better than any day without her. i'm gettin pretty tired so i'm gonna go check my mail and stay up another two hours. big d signing off.