god. i hate the world. i was just sitting here trying to do my homework. at which point i realized i dont have the necessary shit to do my homework. not by my own fault but due to the fact that the info was never given to me and i have no way of obtaining it. at which point i realized something. first of all, why do we have children dieing of starvation, terminal illness, etc. and we have 80 year old men walking around with hard ons. women can get bigger boobs with a pill, can prevent having children, but a child can't get medicine for his fucking ear infection. i could go get a sex change easier than a 6 year old boy could get a liver transplant. what the fuck is that. what kind of world do we live in. and another thing. what the fuck is with all these people saying "i feel depressed" depression is not a mood dumb fuckers, depression is a disease. well, it's called a disease, i'll get to that in a minute. you dont feel depressed, you may feel sad, down in the dumps, dreary, you arent feeling depressed, you cant feel depressed. i'm sure i've even been a dumb shit and said it. but it's bull. and furthermore, who the fuck determined depression is a disease. probably some fucking hippie ass doctor who ran out of pot. depression didnt exist fifty years ago. its just an excuse for fuckers who want to pretend they are drug free to take drugs. add didnt exist. then some fucking teachers got lazy and didnt want to deal with kids and all of the sudden add is invented. then all of the sudden, kids get to take ridilin (legal heroin you dumb fuckers) so now there is adult add. they tried to say my little brother had add. well, ridilin made him act out more, cause he was on fucking heroin. thats all it is. i hope god comes soon and kills all you fuckers. and if he takes me out too, cause of all the shit i said to you, i'd just be happy to see you go. fuck you all. god, fuck off. you are all losers. how straight edge am i? i dont like my cat anymore cause my girlfriend gave him catnip. fuck off goodbye xXx