no one is ever on here, so i guess it's a good place to store my thoughts. i've felt kinda down the last couple of days, some things have happened that really disheartened me. it really made me evaluate my life. i've realized whats important to me and what isnt. i've realized that selfishness runs so deep in people that you can not root it out. i've realized that people dont grow up even with a good reason to. i now know that you cant depend on anyone really. and i've realized that people dont care about most anyone but themselves, no matter what they tell