so, i'm fucking at band practice and jeremy has like these two guys over, the ones pretty cool, but the other is a drunken fucking asshole. but they keep takin over the instruments and shit. plus they are all fucking smokin shit. trevors the only one being cool. last time jeremy was all cool and respectful of me. trevor told me he told jeremy he didnt want these assholes here, but jeremy doesnt care, i guess cause they brought weed. i'm probably gonna go home early to my wife drinkin with her friend. it's a shitty day to be edge. this just makes me stronger. i was thinking of not coming back until trevor and i sat down to talk. he's pretty fuckin cool. the assholes are gettin ready to leave. ps they are all drunk stoned. i almost said i hope the wreck and die, but i changed my mind. they might hurt someones family. i hope the get pulled over and arrested. that is what they diserve. that is all my will is stronger than before