oh shit. i just realized i have to get a blood test to get married, and i know i've talked about this before, but now it's coming up. it's honestly the only thing holding me back from getting married. i'm so afraid of needles that i'm getting woozy right now just talking about it and i'm starting to feel sick to my stomach. i'm not joking around. i gotta find a way around blood test. i'm so scared. i've been playing alot of bass lately and am starting to get pretty damn good again. i gotta go cause i feel very not good.