tonya does make me oh so happy. thismorning i asked if i could drive over to tonya's house cause we both had off of school. my mom says "they closed school because the roads are bad, you dont need to go to tonya's" five minutes later she says "take your brothers to the park sledding" so then we argued for a little and it ended in me going to tonya's for the day. good thing. so i went over, and we hung out. played 500 rummy, but she gets too damn into it and starts yelling at me and shit. it was fun until she got like that. then we watched aqua teen hunger force. after that we went to mcdonalds. and then we ate mcdonalds and she spilled bbq sauce on the floor, and then she spilled cappacino on the floor, then she spilled something on her self at dinner. and then we watched "a baby story" on TLC. i had to come home before everything iced over. we talked about living together and having kids for a little bit. it was pleasent. so now i'm home, wishing i was with her. i want so bad to wake up next to her. so bad. i cant explain. i'm gonna go eat tacos and wait for tonya to call and say goodnight.