these are the whispers that you hear inside your mind how come you always have to look like someone else ? i cant wait till tonya and i have our baby and i can teach it to like all the good music... from dierks bently to atreyu, wednesday 13 to tupac, beethoven to mudvayne... and everything in between.. i dont know whether i want my first born to play drums, guitar, or bass. probably drums or bass... although most kids wanna play guitar or drums. i just dont know. i've been on this kick lately where i gotta have me some gas station french vanilla capuccino like every morning... so much for trying to cut down on caffiene. i have been drinking less soda and trying not to drink tea. but ever since i was like five years old and we went out working i would grab a tea or tea cooler, it's like tradition... and you gotta have southern brew. and for those of you who dont know... swiss premium iced tea baby... it's gotta be swiss. i also love cinnamon danishes... micronuke them for like 20 seconds, and it's all good. and big uglys from unimart.. no wonder i'm fat, damn. so right now, i would like to have a band, and would like to go to school to be a teacher. but alas. i cant. dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining. i love the fact that i'm having a baby. as stephy put it the other night. dont try to rush into school and waste money when you really havent figured out what you wanna be yet. wait until you can afford to go, and then go.. and i think that was some good wise advice. tonya seems to think otherwise, but i'll show her, dammit. :) welp, i gotta go to bed, gotta go to boiling springs tomorrow and seed a lawn.. also gotta find out what the baby is, did i say that already, i dont remember. oh well, we're in for an interesting day. sXe