so i finally got my shits all done up on this bitch. got school tomorrow. finally wrote my paper that was do. tonya took of work on saturday and her and i went on up to TC saw my man diag. we all went over to the dirt mall, and dirt mall junior, hit up rue 21 and bought some sexy ass clothes for like cheap. jeans five bucks, t shirt five bucks, sweater five bucks. all is hott. we celebrated valentines day yesterday, i got her a poster and a care bear with an abnormally huge head. she got me this teddy bear that when you squeeze it it says "a big kiss for my sweetie" so that was cool and this really awesome coffee mug that saws everlasting love on it. i dont drink coffee so it's my hot cocoa mug. and two cards. and me being a dork monkey didnt get her a card. i'm bad at getting cards. and today she came up to my place and had dinner with my family and my dad got her a card for valentine's day, and then i had to hear about it from my family cause i didnt get her a card. i got her stuff i knew she'd like, and you just throw a card away, so whats the dilli milli vanilli. speaking of which i finally got my milli vanilli cassette, and the other vid of dharmakaya playing. i like that. i started work for my dad today, i had to do some banking and set some shit up for him so i could get rockin and rollin from now on. i also bought some goldfish, a black one named snowflake, and an orange one named peach. i got black gravel for the tank and a white plant it's pretty pimpalicious lookin. i moved my one chair down to tonya's room so she has it to read. now i gotta move my other chair from my room over to where that chair was and take all my bass stuff into my room. and then i'll be ready to thrash. i need to play more though. i'm thinking of starting a country band or a hair metal cover band. or maybe both. sounds like fun to me. country and hair metal are all about fun. i mean i love metal, emo, hardcore, all that shit, but it's not that fun in the way i want it to be fun. it's more serious, fun to play but the subject matter is just too serious. i wanna be singing "kickstart my heart," not "you broke my heart." you know? or i could do the good old country you know and sing "she thinks my tractor's sexy," not "she stole my tractor so she could go cheat on me with my best friend." i just wanna have a party on stage. and on a different note why do people give me weird looks when i'm like "let's party" just cause i'm straight edge. maybe it's cause all you morbid figures think you gotta get fucked to have fun. the sad thing is i'm havin more fun and i can remember it the next day, diag, i know you know what i be talking about brother. hell yeah. caffiene free pepsi..... for life.... xXx