i hate when i dont get what i want. all i wanted was a simple hug. a simple fucking hug. but no, i couldnt have it. i get in moods where i'm really depressed. i dont know what to do about it. i can barely fight the urges to hurt my self. but i find that hugs help. i sound like a freaking psychologist. but am i wrong? ok, enough about that. work sucks. i miss tonya all day. i cant sleep at night anymore. when i cant sleep i feel lonely. people have been starting drama. i want to kill someone. i get yelled at when it's not my fault. i hate it. i like krispy kreme doughnuts. and pizza. except not poppa johns pizza. it must taste too good cause it leads to abondonment. i'm going to bed because i hate you all.