what a weekend. worked really late on friday. i was supposed to go to tonya's, but i didnt get home until after six. so i decided to see if she wanted to go see last tuesday and then spend the night at my house. well, actually i wanted to spend the night at her house until we realized that we would have to go to bed early. so anyway after waiting an hour for my dad to get home i went and picked her up. we then proceeded to go to the cumberland valley football game. then we left and went to my cousin kristen's house. we crammed my cousin john, tonya and i in the back and that famous asian kid b1 (yes that's his real name, but i call him v8) and kristen were in the front. we went and picked up john's girlfriend, alicia and stuffed her in the back. then we all rolled up towards "the shack" in boiling springs. when we were driving enter sandman came on the radio, and everyone's like "sing it dwayne" aparently some people think i can sound like james hetfield. so anyway i must be the only retard that doesnt know all of the words to that song, but i did my best. then we all went to the show. it was really good. the people were all so great and nice, and the mosh pit was cool everyone helped each other up when they got knocked down. after the show i got my friend josh to introduce me to the bass player. anyway, tonya and i had a misunderstanding. she got sad cause we watched this music video by twelve stones and she kinda pulled away from me. but i thought she was pissed at me for something but i hadn't done anything so i just ignored her. i asked her whats wrong and she said nothing so i figured she was mad. so i end up making her feel worse cause i'm a misunderstanding asshole. then we went home and got home real late. one thing to say..... it would be a shame to waste this. it was wonderful. we got to sleep in the same bed..... with seperate blankets and a body pillow between us. what ya gonna do. she cleaned my room and cooked me breakfast the next morning. keeper? yeah i think so. we went to do a project she had to do. then we went to pizza hut and got pizza. it sucked. then we took our leftovers to my (well, you could kinda say "our," kinda) friend katelyn. so now she loves us both so much. then we went and found tonya some boots for when she comes along hunting in wyoming. we were kinda fighting all day which sucked, but we got everything resolved. its so simple. we are so much alike i dont know why we never saw it. one of us will be upset, but when the other asks whats wrong we'll say "nothing" and then the other will think they are mad. then we dont talk and end up fighting. it's really quite funny when you think about it cause we both do the exact same thing. so then we went to the farm in perry county so she could learn to shoot a gun. first time with a high powered rifle, actually her first time with anything that wasnt a b.b. gun. and she does great. then we came back to my house. had some dinner. then i took her home. bottom of the ninth, dwaynes at bat, tonya warms up in the dugout. hell yeah. i took my sweatheart to the front door and hugged her goodbye and told her that i love her. if you love someone, show them everyday so they never doubt it. i think i'm gonna go call her cell phone real quick, if it's still on i can say goodnight. if not she'll have a message waiting for her when she wakes up tomorrow. oh yeah, back to the title of this entry. my five year old brother has a little stuffed patrick doll (the pink starfish from spongebob) and he calls it "padrick" pronounced pad-drick. i find that very funny. i think i have adhd. goodnight.