i miss looking in tonya's eyes. last night when i dropped her off i just wanted to look at her. then when i got home i was trying to sleep but i couldn't cus i just kept thinking of her. so i decided i'd call katelyn cause she will sit there and listen to me talk about tonya for hours on end and never complain. so i went to call her, but was thinking about tonya. so at eleven thirty at night i accidentaly called tonya's house. i felt so bad cause they all go to bed at like nine or earlier. and i didnt realize i did it at first or i would have just hung up. i missed her so much she was on my mind. i wont get to see her until tomorrow because of the damn snow. i dont wanna work at trindle, nothing against them, i just dont think that six bucks an hour is enough to make it, especially since i am trying to get this apartment, so tonya and i can live together, i need a car, i need to do so much other shit. it's horrible. but i'm gonna go and try to get a job at like ups or fedex or something. make more money start my life with tonya. engagement ring. DXE. bye.