ah shit. i think i wanna be a dad. that's it. but i know it's too early in life because i could not properly provide for it. i mean i know that people are worse off than i would be, but just trying to look out for the best interest. i should finish college first which i can do really quick. i'm looking for a new job that kicks all the ass and pays better. i need an apartment/house/something. but i do have my beautiful girlfriend that i WILL MARRY as soon as i get the money for a ring.