i'm beginning to hate my english class. i can only stand four people in there, and it is a class of twenty some. trishal, monica, kelly, and ben are cool. everyone else sucks ass. we have to do these group projects, i could have been in a group with trishal and monica, or with kelly. i went in a group with kelly because i've been cool with her longer, and she's just a bitch, monica is a concieted bitch. trishal is funny, but a little too immature. ben is the man, i'm not in a group with him because we didnt start talking until after the groups were formed. so anyway, kelly and i are in a group with two guys, matt and matt. the one matt is a waste of society, the other is a waste of society and a fucking pain in the ass. he's too busy hiting on kelly and arguing with me about everything under the sun to get any work done. kelly's gotta fucking babysit those to because they are so fucking infatuated with her to actually do anything, despite the fact that she tells them she has a boyfriend daily. i tell her about tonya, she tells me about her boyfriend(never really got a name, but oh well) and we have a pleasent conversation. if i hadnt met her this class would be hell. on to other things. tonya decided to go to central penn. i think it's a really good choice for her. i mean i know i talked her out of it before because of the money issue, but i know she has the work ethic to pay for it and she will do it. i have the confidence in her. besides that she's excited and happy about going, and i just want her to be happy really. with us taking similar courses i'm going to be able to help her with her stuff when she goes there, and she'll stay close to home, and she wont have to drive down that godawful stretch of 81. so i know she safer all the time. if need be i could drop her off on my way to hacc and pick her up on my way back, if we live together with one car (which would be absolutely wonderful mind you) or, well, i dont know what, but ok. tonya wants to go and see "the passion of the christ" tomorrow. i know she's gonna hate it. and i know i'm gonna hate it too. i really really really dont wanna go. she wants her friend jerah to meet my homie di'ag. i dont know about that either. she's cute and i'm told he's cute, but i just don't know. i cant feel that at all. so tomorrow i've gotta spend my day talking di'ag into meeting jerah and talking myself into seeing the passion of the christ. that's gonna be tough, at least convincing myself. i'm tired.