now everyone, bow your heads and pretend to be serious. do it or i'll bow em' for ya. god, i dont know how to deal with women. everything i say to tonya seems to be making her mad or upsetting her, so naturally i would think not saying anything would be a good solution. holy shit was i wrong. that made it worse. it's not surprising i dont know, if i listened to my male roll models i dont know what the fuck i'd be doing. i mean these are the same to guys that told me when i was seeing this one girl that all i had to do was tell the other girl that if she liked me so much she'd keep her mouth shut. thank god i dont listen to those two. dont worry tonya is wasnt when i was with you. but you guys all see what the hell i'm working with. i cant get advice from anyone nowadays, cause cheating on my girlfriend is not an option. that seems to be everyones solution. fuck that. yeah so this weekend was wonderful once we got past my retardation on friday, but it's none of anyone's business. from this day foreward i will not do anything nice for anyone who does any drugs except for caffiene, cause i like caffiene. i gotta go do dishes, get a drink, and go to ups.