Hey, I didn't mean that kind of messed up, you know I don't drink anymore and I havn't since then. See people the last time I drank I got raped, so I learned my leason the hard way. Ummm yeah, I know I was stupid. I am sooo happy I talked to Chase again. He's this guy I think is hott, and have since the beginning of school. It took me until like January to talk to him the first time, it's just hard cuz he's quiet and so am I. I talked to him again, it took me a while but not nearly as long. Who knows maybe someday I will quit being a wimp and give him my number. Unlikely, but there is still a chance. By the way Amanda do you still have a thing for Chance? lol. I am sooo shy around guys anymore, I don't know y. It has me wondering. Chase is the only guy in this school whom I am interested in. Like he's even remotely interested in me in any way. But what can you do, you can't control feelings. I wanna go home and mess around on my set. That sounds fun, I think I will. Only five more minutes left until school gets out. Well later peoples Mel