Hello, well today sucks! I was cleaning my car, and I ran over the bucket, ooops. It got all smashed. Mwahahahaha, I mean it was an accident lol. I miss Brandon, but I don't know if I should call him. I don't even know if he would answer the phone. I hope our relationship gets better, I mean, i love him sooo much, the thought of loosing him scares me half to death. I don't know, I've never felt like this before, usually I am just the type of girl that falls for the guy for a little while and then sends them on their way. But not anymore, now I am so afraid Brandon will hurt me, for some reason the last few guys I have been with have hurt me a lot. And now, here I am having completely fallen for a guy who could smash up a hart that is already broken. Well I better go, later Melissa