A lot has happened lately. I guess the biggest one would have to be Brandon and I sleeping together. I know, I know I shouldn't have because we are not going out, but what can ya do? He's sooo hott. I'm a little confussed. Everyone keeps on saying Brandon won't ask me out, so should I ask him out instead?? I think I will, but I'm just afraid of him saying no. Then I really would feel like a used up ho. I know, I know don't put yourself down. I don't usually put myself down unless I am joking, it's not me fault I'm a sarcastic person. Well I need to go and take a shower, I just got up. Later people Melissa