hello, I'm having a weird day so far. I just don't know who I am anymore. I mean, if you would have known me way back when, I was a complete different person. I guess getting raped can do that to a person. I'm glad i am finally getting my life together again. I'm starting school on monday, yayyy, well not really but oh well. I wonder what Dan is up to. I love Dan, he's awesome. I love Greg too, I mise him a lot! I havn't talked to greg for a long time, I think I'll send him an e-mail. Now Dan, well he's my buddy. I also fell in love with his ass a long time ago, but I know nothing will ever happen as far as a relationship other than friends is concerned. So why wish for something that will never happen. Now about Brandon, I love Brandon so much, but I realized something. Why hold onto something that he doesn't want? I just don't see the point anymore. He says he doens't know if he wants to be with me because he's so busy with school. Well it was more like, "I want to be with you, I'm just really busy and I don't know if it'll work." yeah yeah, what's your point. All he is doing is basing our relationship of previous ones. I'm not the same as those girls. Everyone is different and everyone reacts to the same situation in different ways. I can't wait until tomarrow, I have work which means I get to see Brett. Now that's someone I wouldn't mind getting to know better. Do you catch my drift? (wink wink, nudge nudge) Well hell, I better go and get ready for bed, later people Melissa