How do I always get myself into this situation? This time it's different though, I tried everything I could to protect myself. Everything to keep from getting hurt, yet somehow it didn't work. Now I'm stuck here wondering the same stupid questions. Questions like, is he still into me? Is he leading me on? Am I just something on the side? What can I do to protect myself from feeling the same pain again and again? What am I to do? How the hell did I fall in love with you? Sorry, I'm just a little worried about my relationship with David. Well I guess I'll have to start from the beginning. I don't really think David is that into me anymore. That is, if he was ever that into me to begin with. Well at frist things were kool, we hung out, he came to see me when I couldn't go and see him. Now it's like he's trying to get ride of me. I just don't know what to think. He stopped ummmmmm, "doing" things with me pretty much. Well there was the other night three or four days ago, but we won't go there. And the time before that was like a week before thursday. That's ok because our relationship isn't about the sex. Then we didn't see eachother friday, or saturday, hell we didn't even talk. Usually we talk at least once a day. Then I went to go and see him today and it was kool, he gave me a hug during his band's practice, which was nice. The on;t thing that has me wondering is, when I went to go, we usually, well we uaually have a very long goodbye kiss (wink wink, nudge nudge) but today he gave me a nice big hug, and a peck. Which is different. Am I just over-reacting? Or do I actually have a reason to worry? What do you think? Well later Mel