I just don't know what to do. I'm still in love with David, what the hell is wrong with me? Can't I take a fucking hint? I mean, what the hell! Why can't I just give up on the love I feel for him? Why do i still feel this love for him? I know there is no way in hell we would ever get back together. He could do so much better then me. I know he can, he's awesome and I'm just me. A nobody, and I know that's all I'll ever be. David has what it takes to be big, to have all the little people stare in awww. He's perfect in everyway a human can be perfect. I just love everything about the man, I wouldn't change a single thing on him, not one. But I have a feeling he would change a lot about me. Hopefully in the end we're together. Later Melissa :-( I love you David