Isn't my life just so much fun? Well where to begin? Spanky got married. Yup Spanky married Kelly, it's been almost a year since I got married. I have a buetiful daughter named Zoe, she's six months. I am so confussed. I still have STRONG feelings for Dan. I don't think they will ever go away. I don't know what's wrong with me! In my everyday life, I work 40-50 hours a week and play the part of the loving wife. In my mind, i think about another man constently. I just gave up on Dan and tried to move on. It isn't working. I am still head over heels in love with Danny boy. What is a girl to do? I am 21 years old and I suport my husband and child. Kelly's a great father, and a ok husband. If you have any advice for Spanky's twisted little worl, I really need it. Mel